A good day outSome 6 weeks ago I had a very good day out on the bike at the RTE GP4 at Ourimbah. Basically I had a blast and fulfilled my goal or riding this course for 4 hours hard. The end reward was a podium finish in a respectable field, but that result aside, the course, the riders and the fellowship amongst said riders was pretty much close to Nirvana. One tiny little highlight that comes to mind was late in the race grinding up the last little bit of hurt on "long Meadows". I was taking it very gingerly in the granny gear just to keep balance and ensure the hints of a cramp didnt progress. A young elite rider rolled up behind me and gave me a great little pep talk to get over the last pinch. What a moment!
|Ourimbah - still one of the best XC courses going|
From a high to a ridiculous lowYes you saw it on Facebook, a bit of stress and some poor preparation led to an unneccessary OTB on bitumin and it was into the ambulance for poor old Mike. The number of times I've gone over this in my head in the last 5 weeks probably qualifies me for some kind of mental therapy, but I do prefer to see the glass half full, so.....
|There was a gorier one but you get the idea|
During my recovery I saw.....I most amazing bike race ever, Stg 5 of this years TDF, but even greater than that I saw an Aussie legend show an almost unheard amount of grace and forgiveness when he was brought down in the sprint in Stg 1 effectively sabotaging his tour. Yes it was racing and yes sprinters ride on the ragged edge, but seriously Simon Gerrans, that was one class act. No false humility, no gilded lillies, no veiled accusations, just a simple "Well that was tough luck, and I wish I hadnt crashed but there you go, play on"
I also saw the biggest self destruct in sporting history, Brazil v Germany. I actually watched more of the World Cup than the TDF, sacrilege I know, but I'm also a Football tragic and that was some seriously sexy football we saw in that tournament...but Brazil? Oh my, we will be talking about that one for years to come.
|Gerro, you legend!|
Am I better yet?So the last five weeks have been painful from the point of view of not riding and not racing my best mates and rivals, and I even tried to will my elbow to heal, by getting back on the bike just a tincy bit too soon, but I realised all is not lost....in fact
What have I gained?Well it's actually been a time of reflection, a time to consider my priorities and the reasons I ride. Yes I love riding, I am competitive and I push it hard. but I love my health and I love my family more and the minute cycling starts to take away from those two things, it's time to take a breather, and so in closing, all things work out in the end and I do believe in a higher being who actually loves me more than I can ever hope to understand and He has a plan is is far greater than winning a bunch a of bike races.
|I got to take my darling daughter to her dance Eistedford, that's gold!|
Luckily for me I still think racing has a place in that plan so I look forward to coming back.
You'll notice I have a couple of new supporters in Curve Cycling and Rubena (well actually Rubena aren't so new but together with Curve they make a pretty good combo) so there will be more news on that to come once I'm allowed back on a real bike. And there might be more exciting changes coming soon...
That's it for now, thanks for reading and also thanks to the many many friends who have sent their good wishes for a speedy recovery and given me kudos for riding a wind trainer :)